Wednesday, March 5, 2008

and i just even realized now..why would you do it now if you didnt even mention it over the past few weeks? is it cause you are so scared for your own enjoyment that you had to?? i really cant think of a reason right now other than what people are saying about you

i know i havent ranted at all..since the creation of this blog but i think this is one of those times..not gonna lie..its very hard to defend you when people say youre really selfish and conceited..but really now i think its true. its been an issue among our group lately, but i think im really switching sides. you totally
threw out something that was CLEARLY between us. im not really angered by the fact that you did it..but more so the fact that you didnt talk to me before doing it. it just seems you dont care enough to think about what your actions will do to others before actually doing them. it was disappointing, because although you didnt realize it, it was a huge slap in the face. something that was gonna be cool between us was broken, because what you did, just showed how much you really value your friends, and pretty much me. im guessing your reason was to not make it awkward..although i hardly doubt that since we're pretty chills, so that really leaves me dumbfounded in coming up a good reason on why you did it. something that was small to you was big to me..and i think its that same reason on why everyones been getting on your case lately. i really dont feel like doing it now..not gonna lie. i was looking forward to it but it doesnt seem so great now

bio tings is really boring

Tuesday, February 19, 2008

later as in now i guess...anyways havent updated in longggtimes..nothin special goin on lately..except for the past few days ive been thinking (again) about what im going to pick for my courses for next year and pretty much..what ima do in lifeTINGS. i figure the sciences are a nono since biology is just making me want to rip my head apart..which is a bit less than the other sciences but still bad overall. so..BUSINESS TINGS IT IS..yeee. im also rethinkin my priorities as of now..so i can just get my mind set for next year..which probably means more music and homwork, less chat..ting tings. hopefully my parents wont be douches and force me to commute 2 hours or some shit next year cause there is no way im going to do that for queens let alone any other university. anyways thats it for nowtings

ps calli tea is really good

so yo..check it..later

Sunday, January 27, 2008

welllll havent blogged in a long time...been pretty busy/lazy lately so ya. i dont feel like goin back to school tmrw..this whole exam week shit has kinda made it feel like summer with tutoring. not only that but we get our exams back probs and i definitely dont want to get some of mine back (esp physics). other than that tho this week has been pretty chillllls..lots of movietings and some of my music is really piecin (is that a word?) together..i downloaded some software that some pros use to kinda mix my music but turns out that it costs like 1000 bucks and they have 10000 layers of protection and shit. i cant believe course selections are so near too..i think over the next two months ill probably have to decide what i want to do with my life..and for yall who know me that is a really confusing thing to deal with. anyways ya i think this has been the longest blog so far..i dont want to make it too long so that i cant top it for next time. anyways if yall who noticed i ahvent been really talking lately im sorry just been really busy lately, im still da same dude. anyways catchhhhhhhyalater

Wednesday, January 23, 2008

yeeeeee 1 more exam to go..chem should be easy tings. i think bio was pretty easeee today except the fact that i got some stupid questions wrong. nowwww i think i should study for my FINAL exam NOT on the last day