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Wednesday, March 5, 2008
and i just even realized now..why would you do it now if you didnt even mention it over the past few weeks? is it cause you are so scared for your own enjoyment that you had to?? i really cant think of a reason right now other than what people are saying about you
i know i havent ranted at all..since the creation of this blog but i think this is one of those times..not gonna lie..its very hard to defend you when people say youre really selfish and conceited..but really now i think its true. its been an issue among our group lately, but i think im really switching sides. you totally
threw out something that was CLEARLY between us. im not really angered by the fact that you did it..but more so the fact that you didnt talk to me before doing it. it just seems you dont care enough to think about what your actions will do to others before actually doing them. it was disappointing, because although you didnt realize it, it was a huge slap in the face. something that was gonna be cool between us was broken, because what you did, just showed how much you really value your friends, and pretty much me. im guessing your reason was to not make it awkward..although i hardly doubt that since we're pretty chills, so that really leaves me dumbfounded in coming up a good reason on why you did it. something that was small to you was big to me..and i think its that same reason on why everyones been getting on your case lately. i really dont feel like doing it now..not gonna lie. i was looking forward to it but it doesnt seem so great now
threw out something that was CLEARLY between us. im not really angered by the fact that you did it..but more so the fact that you didnt talk to me before doing it. it just seems you dont care enough to think about what your actions will do to others before actually doing them. it was disappointing, because although you didnt realize it, it was a huge slap in the face. something that was gonna be cool between us was broken, because what you did, just showed how much you really value your friends, and pretty much me. im guessing your reason was to not make it awkward..although i hardly doubt that since we're pretty chills, so that really leaves me dumbfounded in coming up a good reason on why you did it. something that was small to you was big to me..and i think its that same reason on why everyones been getting on your case lately. i really dont feel like doing it now..not gonna lie. i was looking forward to it but it doesnt seem so great now